It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to

HAHA .. I was OK with 40 but 10 years on I am not so happy anymore .. Although am still waiting for my birthday party from back in Feb We were getting off a long flight from New Zealand on my Birthday .. But it's just a number as I still act like I was 20

I dream of being 40

To be honest I cried at 30  In your teens it's expected you'll act like an idiot. In your 20's you're finding your feet and become an opinionated idiot. But by 30 the expectation is you're a responsible grown up, although in reality took me another ten years!

Then 40 arrives and you start reminiscing of the carefree 20 days. Your hair goes grey, or in my case just disappears. All youths have no discipline, education isn't what it was in my day and before you know it you've morphed into your parents.

Now with 50 knocking on the door I am now visually turning into an old fart although although my brain has rewired itself to convince me that nothing has changed and I'm still in my 20's 

I hear you had a surprise party, hope you enjoyed yourself and welcome to the old farts club 

It was amazing thanks. I've decided to care less about pretty much everything and enjoy more moments.... Take that as you will.